It was the last
day of the year in 1978. I was
twelve. And, it was my mother’s
birthday. It was a rainy day. The darkness shown its face as we were
traveling to a place to baptize my brother, Keith. I was sitting in the back of the station
wagon that had a seat facing the cars behind us. We had lots of fun in the back of that ole
station wagon. But that night, I wasn’t
laughing or making faces at the cars behind me.
I was praying. Yes, praying. The thunder was loud that night and the
lightning was scary.
I wanted to be
baptized, too! I remember my prayer
forty-four years later. I said, “Dear
God (that’s how I thought I need to address God because everyone else did)
please get us to the church safely so that I can be baptized, too!” God did and I did!
I was told after
I was baptized that all of heaven is rejoicing.
Truthfully, I couldn’t comprehend “all of heaven rejoicing” as a twelve
year old, but I could feel the peace of God deep within me. I felt a presence unlike I had ever felt in
my short life. I was no longer afraid of
the lightning or thunder. I knew that a
power had entered into my body, but I couldn’t explain it. I still feel that power forty-four years
later. The power is God’s Spirit. The creator of the universe lives in me…ME! Oh, that makes me feel so good; yet, I feel nervous. I don’t want to make him feel
unloved or unwelcomed.
The Apostle John
said, “God so LOVE the WORLD….” John
3:16. At our worst, God is at his
best! Think about it! God loved the world before he gave us his
Son! That means, he loved the thugs,
murders, kidnappers, gossipers, liars, cheats, bigots and the list is endless
so much more than we can ever imagine.
So, when I surrendered my life to King Jesus, that love God already had
for me is demonstrated by giving me more. Not only Jesus, but his Spirit, too! Peter
said to the mournful crowd, “Turn to God
and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the
forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.”
Acts 2:38.
Ahhh, God is
masterful at gift giving. He is more
than the creator of the universe and he is more than the rainbow maker and sea divider
and lion tamer, he is dad. He
protects. Provides. Loves. He shows up at every event. He cheers.
He cries. He’s a proud papa.
For forty-four
years, I have experienced a heavenly dad who doesn’t quit on me when I am bad. Actually, he doesn’t call me bad he calls me
his son! He will call you his son…his daughter. He won’t bad mouth you when you cuss or drink
too much or lie or cheat, but he will show you how to turn away from sin. He won’t move out and tell you he will never
come back. But, he will say to you, I, The Lord
your God will have mercy—[I] He won't destroy you or desert you.” Deuteronomy
4:31
I’m so thankful my heavenly dad goes
with me everywhere and I can count on him every day for a lifetime. I, we are blessed!
Remember, Be God Controlled!
Brian